My feet tread the hardwood floor,
to look out at the cold morning light.
The sun reflects back onto,
the pristine white of the bedspread.
I had looked away and missed,
the crash of the bird against the glass,
but turning, saw it fall, land limp
like the body on the table – too still.
I break my fascination with the little form,
and leave the now-cold room.
In the kitchen I find the radio,
and friendly ambient noise
I sit, coffee untouched. Still.
Waiting for another body,
while my own is sprung with steel.